J o s h ~ ™ ジョシュア

To be a better man.

2012-02-06T06:27:00.000-08:00

Cool shower in a hot day.

2012-02-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

Well, my block leave is almost over. Here we go again. All the work i have accumulated, its time to start them. I hope i can do things right.

I guess its really true that younger ones do look up to us. And that we have to display a certain image of professionalism. I just want to make everyone happy. =D Somehow. =D But i'm out already. Not giving any damm to whats happening. ALL i care now is about myself, how i can satisfy myself. But all i could was things thats temporary.

Cool shower in the day, makes me wake up and its time to do things.

2012-02-04T21:34:00.000-08:00

S100

2012-02-04T08:24:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey! I just got a new camera YO! HAHA after so long. =D, Super huge hole in my wallet. Promise not to anyhow spend next time. =D 650 SGD YO! Very expensive! I hope its really worth my buy. BLOG! Time to fill you with colours! rather than all the boring words. =D Thanks for being here to let me rant. =D HAHA.

Block Leave

2012-02-02T18:25:00.000-08:00

WOoooo! Finally after such a long time. A well long break. But i just cant kick the feeling of worry because i`m conducting Ex. Robinson Crousoe on the 20th. I'm so afraid that i might just screw up certain things. Especially dealing with lives of ppl. Sometimes it really makes me wonder how to really become a good instructor. I know the do's and dont's but i just cant seem to do it. I'm so lack of motivation to do anything. My block leave started on tuesday night/ wednesday morning however it's till now, friday afternoon. I'm just rotting at home, playing dota. eating. actually literally nothing. Its like in total of 60Hours not doing anything productive. Other than sleep. HAHA. at least i could catch up on that part. feeling of not being awaken by any alarms or having to rush after you wake up is so good. So relaxed. =D Back in the cadet days, 6hours of rest everyday, somehow or rather i could cope with it. Not falling asleep in classes, even though most of the time i'm dreaming... Booking out back then with that 24hours or less civilian life. really made me treasure the time outside. just within 24 hours, i could:

- Tidy my room
- Buy the stuffs that i needed.
- Have a great meal with my parents.
- Watch Movies with my friends.
- Even teach the PG13 kids everytime.
- Catch a round or 2 of dota.

NOW! I`m just only filling about 3 of them in 60hours! Its about time. Enough of enjoyment. Time to work things out!

Anyways, I have tried cooking laughing cow cheese cabonara, and also nutella ice milo. 2nd Try, pretty much better than the previous one. Perhaps we need more cheese! =D HAHA, perhaps this mushroom cream base is covering the cheese smell, trying something different next time. =D

Nutella is perfect.

Anyways. Just some of the things i want to get soon!

A compact digital Camera!!!
Microphone!
A good laptop!! =D
..........

Better guitar playing

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A better relationship with family, friends, Jesus...

2012-01-28T08:53:00.000-08:00

Dont dwell on what went wrong.
Instead, Focus on what to do next.
Spend your energies on moving forward
Towards finding the answer.

-denis waitley

I could come up with that too.

wa lau weh.

2012-01-28T08:38:00.001-08:00

Its is my fault?Opps I`m sorry. I Screw up everything, every time. cant even hold up the name of an instructor, not even saying an officer. Angry. How am i even suppose to teach the kids, when i`m not even really spending time with God. I`m such a hypocrite. I have no plans. No goal. Nothing. Basically hanging on to the useless pride. Doing nothing but trying to show ppl that i can. Countless times of scolding the F word in my mind with a smile on my face to show that i'm ok. Cant even find someone to talk to. To understand. Perhaps i dont know how to find? Or that i cant even express myself? I almost cant take it anymore. All this shit. I dont even know who's responsibility is this. I'm losing my cool. Talking things out of frustration. Whining all day long like a little baby. Maybe i anit cut out to be a leader, anit good to be someone who takes charge, i guess, i'm just a worker. Tell me what. I'll do what. I guess i'll do that work just fine. cant control myself anymore.

composure

2012-01-26T00:47:00.001-08:00

I cant get what i want! my mood's getting the better of me. Out of control.

looking back.

2012-01-24T05:51:00.000-08:00

Its just only been around 2 years since i last did something to this blog, i realised that i have changed alot in this 2 short years. My thinking has changed alot, is it maturity? i'm not sure. Its great to find back this space that i once had, perhaps to write down things thats in my mind that i cant express out well. I would really credit this to my dearest cousin esther, she is the one that inspired me to design and change my blog in to this design, and even now, she has inspired me to start this again. I'm more than blessed to have such a cousin like her.

Realised that this blog is already dead for more than 2 years, i guess it can be a great place where i have some space to express my thoughts with privacy? haha. Does money really make people happy? Even when i was younger, i always admired people who could purchase ice creams, $2 burgers, game boys, play stations, whatever. now, even though i`m earning more than sufficient, i still find it little. when we were younger, we are contented with just food and living. As we grow older our want grows more. besides. why am i saying all this in the first place. well i guess, i'm still not happy? i dont know. Train of thoughts are so random and not structured.

Feelings and emotion led life. without a direction in life. I dont even know what's right and whats wrong. Always chasing after the favour of men. Uncontented as always. Quick to anger, and reaction. Not understanding. Hoping to achieve great goals without even sacrifing. Even if it did, it was short lived. Instant gratification. however i'm never more blessed to have a family that i have now, cousins and great friends all in all. Its not about them, but about myself.

what can i do to pursue after the life that i want? what do i want in the first place?

Going to church nowadays, i dont even want to go in the first place. Makes me question myself why did i last time. I guess, most of the time the answer is friends, or fellowship. Rarely so much about God. I did once have a close relationship with God, talked to Him, everything seems so calm and controlled. only thing is, unable to do the things i love to do with my flesh. Well i guess nothing much to be afraid about. Lust. Which guy doesnt? But i'm not like some guys who goes around commenting about how this girl is pretty or ugly, fat, sexy. Honestly to me, they are all the same. I believe whats of the inside that matters. Sometimes it pisses me off when they can claim that they are gentlemen. Bullshit. Well perhaps they have better skills to court a girl. Haha. that i have to learn. But seriously. if you're going to like a girl because of the looks, i guess i'm going to expect a divorce no more than 10 - 15 years? Its the inner beauty that shines. anyways, back to where i was. I'm defintely missing the times i spend in the presence of God. Whats holding me back? I cant let go of my flesh ~ or perhaps i can~

Work? stressful as ever, not that i dont know how to do, but that i dont know what i dont know. and i dont know how to ask. worst. procrastination! the effect of only wanting instant gratification.

Pride? Its getting the better of me. Everything that i do is correct. Everything else others try to prove me wrong, they are shit. Pride i believe to overcome it, has got nothing to do with controling yourself. but of a paradigm shift, understanding that what you do and who you are has nothing to do with each other. So even if your works are bad, it doesnt mean that you suck. But i guess most asian see it this way, i admire people who dont. But perhaps its of this pride that produces the high standerd that we have. "Cant lose to him"

WOOAOAO =D its great to say all this out haha. Random thoughts.

Few things wana achieve in the month of feb
weight? : 85kg
Not going to say negative things to people.
Not going to bitch about people - its getting additive, especially with the people you dont like.
Not going to push resposibillity.
Puncutual.
Improve on my shit spelling.

I need God.

2010-07-19T00:43:00.001-07:00

Wao, been more then 1/2 a year since i touch this blog. Getting super bored at home. Finding something to do. Got to solder!~

Just remember

2009-12-15T09:38:00.000-08:00

For some reason, i have to post this.To remind myself that the seeking of God has to be genuine.
While enjoying the goodness of my mom's beef curry =D!, my dog came up to me as usual expecting for food, I didnt really wana give some to her because it felt as though she came to me not because she want to spend time with me, but rather shes after the food. Then I felt checked.
Am i going after the things that God can provide and give, rather then to seek after God Himself for a simple reason, because He is God and my father, that i should spend time with Him.
May i always seek God Himself not after the things that He can give, and Seek Him wholeheartedly, and to always remember that He is the main focus of everything.

Revival of blog.

2009-09-24T04:52:00.000-07:00

Needless to say this blog has been letting dust and cobwebs form and its time to do a little cleanup. Its coming close to 19 years of age and actually what have i been doing this 19years of my life. And what are you going to do with the days ahead. This 2 questions has been ringing in my head for the pass 5months?

But to really come to think of it i really find myself with no achievements that has contributed to being significant in someones life, changing life of others. Most of the stuffs that has caved my life was about getting the attentions of friends about trying to impress friends.

Although i say with my lips that i love my parents, but always found myself gaming my time away, instead of helping my parents. And also being such a hypocrite not doing the things i say, and in fact trying to act out in front of people.

But i have learnt one thing, after trying so hard to find my way and trying all the means to fix my life, trying to add meaning to my life, trying to do things to feel accepted, trying to do the things anyone would try to do to get the perfect and meaningful life, i have realised that all this is purely stupid, because i realised that i dont need to do all this, as long as i fully surrender my life to Jesus, i know that i can trust Him, because i know he holds my future. And to live my life through His eyes.

Holidays.

2009-02-23T08:09:00.000-08:00

Pretty much relaxed , after exams, and gaming all day long . Slacking at home , Doing basically nothing.
Just lazy to post this few days, i apologize for all the stupid attitudes that i have given , just need to get myself straight. . .

Well~ its all over anyways, I really wana thank God for all the things He has given me, Thank God for the loving parents that i have, even though i never appreciated them from time to time, Thank God for the relatives/cousins and friends that i have. Thank God for the hands and feet that you have given me , Thank God for education that you have given me,Thank God for the food that i have everyday on the table. Thank God for all the things that i can go though, and most of all thank God for the life that you have given for me that i would live again, Thank you Jesus .
Teach me how to appreciate everyone around me, and all the things that u have given me. All praise be to God. For You alone deserves all praise.

2009-01-12T08:50:00.000-08:00

Well~ Maybe not jokes But its something that brings alots of pleasant memories and smiles to your faces
Falling in love.

-Laughing so hard your face hurts.

-A hot shower.

-No lines at the Super Walmart.

-A special glance.

-Getting mail.

-Taking a drive on a pretty road.

-Hearing your favorite song on the radio.

-Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

-Hot towels out of the dryer.

-Walking out of your last final.

-Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.

-Chocolate milk shakes.

-A long distance phone call.

-Getting invited to a dance.

-A bubble bath.

-Giggling.

-A good conversation.

-A care package.

-The beach.

-Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.

-Laughing at yourself.

-Midnight phone calls that last for hours.

-Running through sprinklers.

-Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

-Laughing at an inside joke.

-A cool breeze on a hot day.

-Friends.

-Slumber parties.

-Getting a hug from your mom after a long trip away from home.

-Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

-Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.

-Your first kiss.

-Being part of a team.

-Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

-Playing with a new puppy.

-Late night talks with your roommate that keep you from sleeping.

-Having someone play with your hair.

-Sweet dreams.

-Hot chocolate.

-Road trips with friends.

-Swinging on swings.

-Watching a good movie.

-Going to a really good Dave concert.

-Getting butterflies in your stomach every time you see that one person.

-Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

- Just hearing the voice of the one you love.

-Winning a really competitive game.

-Making chocolate chip cookies.

-Riding a bike downhill.

-An understanding heart.

-Sitting around a campfire with friends.

-Getting a letter from a friend just to say hi.

-Falling asleep before your head hits the pillow.

-Knowing you made a difference, no matter how big or how small ,just as long as it is for the better.

-Smurfs.

-Developing a roll of film when you don't know what's on it.

-Cuddling with a small baby.

-Knowing you helped someone out during a hard time.

-The crunching sound that packed snow makes when you step on it.

-Waking up for class and then realizing it's Saturday.

-Getting a hug from a friend for no reason.

-Getting a standing ovation from a huge crowd.

-The unspoken look between friends that says it all.

-Sharing your true feelings with the people that care most about you.

-Making someone happy.

-Taking pictures.

-Playing in the rain at night with your friends, even though you're "too old".

-Falling asleep with the person you love in your arms.

-Sitting outside by yourself in the middle of the night looking up at the stars.

-Being able to truly trust your best friends.

-Sitting with friends talking about old times.

-Hugging the person you love.

-Holding on to the memories, instead of the pain.

-Realizing that you really are important in the lives of others and knowing that you have a friend that will be a friend for life.

-Realizing true friends will always stand beside you NO matter what.

-Going to dinner with someone and spending hours after the meal just talking -Having a child come up to you and thank you for everything you have done for them.

-Anticipating seeing old friends.

-Having people come up to you to say, "you look great, have you lost weight?"

-The smell of rain just before a storm.

-Keeping secrets.

-Driving with the windows down on a Spring day.

-Going to the Zoo.

-Flying home.

-Singing loudly along with a song in the car.

-Lazy Sundays after a fun weekend with friends -White Christmas lights that stay up all year.

-Sisters(& brothers) that become your best friends once you all go to college.

-Dancing to your favorite song when no one is looking.

-Candlelit dinners.

-The feeling you get after a really great workout.

-Sleeping in your own bed.

-Laughing really hard and being stupid with good friends and thinking that you don't need anyone else to have a good time.

-Laying in the sun with nothing to worry about!!!

-Holding the one you love under the stars.

-Waking up in the arms of someone you love.

-Knowing someone trusts you enough to tell you their deepest secrets, and never telling them to anyone.

-Friends who make you laugh when your world has just been turned upside down and it feels like you won't see the sun again for a while.

-Finishing a research paper after dreading writing it for months!

-Having everything in life going smoothly and you can't help but walk on air!

-Looking deep into another's eyes while they're looking deep into your's.

-When you finally get a compliment about something you've been working on for ages.

-Getting your drivers license and finally being free.

-Finding the one who makes you laugh, even though they're not trying.

-Getting a great compliment when you aren't trying to look good. (sweatshirt and jeans).

-Someone who is really interested in what you have to say.

-Sleeping late and staying in your pj's all day.

-Spending the night at your friend's house.

-Birthdays.

-Coming home from school knowing that you can lay on the couch and not worry about a thing.

-Realizing that there is hope when nothing else seems possible.

-Seeing that there is something to look forward to.
--- Author Unknown --- Sent in by M.B., Age 18 --- Missouri

-Stupid Teachers doing stupid things

-Stunt friends

-Help from a stranger

-Enjoying air-con on a hot day

-Listening to an old song that makes you remember old times

-Free rides from dad

-Presents

-Getting A`s even though you never study

-Exam questions that came out the same as what you have studied

-Punching a friend

-Cheering a friend up

-Seeing old friends going ok in their lifes

-Someone recieves salvation

-Trashing proud people in a game

-Fantastic chocos

-Thick Iced Milo

-Helping someone understand something

-Christmas

-Nice haircut

-Memories

-Buying something that you have longed for

-Thick warm blanket when its cold

-Gathering

-Having a chat from the inside out for hours and hours

-Tips before exam

-Loving someone and being loved

2009-01-11T06:56:00.000-08:00

alright! Time to make one more IC! haha just for fun , but i have challenged my bro, c who slim down faster, Codes are as follows :

if(josh.getweight < 85 before Yongern.get6pack = true)
{
Yongern.Gives Josh Ipod
Josh.gives yongern Sonywalkman
}
Else
{
Josh.give yongern Sonywalkman
}

so becos of this, i`m hoping that i can win him la. so i`m thinking should i make an IC or to make a dock for the ipod.
so i have the materials haven started yet~

Usually i will toss all my stuffs on to the teddy.

But for all the equipments are too much for this bear.

Ok Stuffs require to do this IC~
First i would like to intro this plugs. they are the 3.5mm Canare F12 plugs.

Heat Strips for mine i`m making white so i got a white and a clear one, Got them free from LHS at Sim Lim Sq

For this i`m using 2 types of wires.
First this is the Pure Silver Single Core from Koba, at chinatown.

2nd type is from Canare too, GS-6 Copper Wire

Size comparions.

Use a nice sharp kraft knife and slit the throat of that GS-6, all the way down. the Gs-6 is a very conservative wire, it always wears a lot of layers.

All the layers , taken out.

So far only this few pictures so do stay tune for more to come!

New YEAR 2009!!

2009-01-01T09:46:00.001-08:00

YO GUYS~ haha Wishing all of u a happy new year! 2009! God bless you all~ haha
So though of whats ur new year resultions? well~ i kinda wan to try something for a target. haha, slowly by slowly slim down if not army ko haha,

Man, kinda cant believe so fast we are more then 1/2 pass our poly life, after this sem everyone is going to start to go their own way and do their own things, after poly boys have to go army, nv know when will we meet again~

BUT GUYS REMEMBER TO INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDINGS!

Forever remembering stupid things we do together, unforgetable friends, Unforgetable teachers that we met~
SUCKER! Yanter your name,

What are u going to do!? Ressession is coming!

ok lets go for a 5mins break

Go and ask your friend i`m suppose to grade you on your performance.

~ HAHAHAH!!!
remembering all this things brings smiles to my face.

Friends that last a lifetime thats wat makes my poly life so meaningful ,great to have friends like you guys, thanks for helping me though the days of my poly,

especailly to Zb for helping us in our works that we dont know , being one step ahead of us,(i know u dont like this)being our senior <=> Old MAN Hahaha!(ps i still owe u a treat)

To TIAH that is always there to encourage me to do things that i`m lazy to do,gamer , joker, stunt man, noob, but of all the best of the best friend that i can ask for.

Gz for being such a joker,mimicing ppl`s unglam pronucations ,doing nothing but stunts, thats what makes our poly life more unexpected that the usual.

Cy for being ther to accept all the nonsence that i`m giving to him, class rep, stunt man, Paintball leader, and of all friend.

CH for being so hyperactive but amounts up to nothing much intersting, talk craps together another stunt man, friend that goes a long way.

Ah Heng~ for producing one of the most stupid jokes that makes us laugh till now, I learn from u not to give up u know haha, long story yea.

Ning for being the first one in our project group to start things going while all slacking.

MQ for having the heart to help , learn a few things from u too. =D AND! lending me your Ipod and your laptop to dom, well we mistreated it when u were overseas!! hahaha!!!

HuiLing for being so hyper Active and being informative in alot of stuffs and being so caring.

YiTing for being SOTONG! LOL! But after all someone whom is so easy to speak to.

Yvonne for being so friendly and caring at the same time, fantastic to talk to because your simple and nice.

MM~ For being short and loud spoken small little girl that i would always remember =D

Siew Hua for being the quiet and blur type look but super pro,suo wei ren bu ke mao xiang.

Alot more to type but so little time, I`m really going to miss this class man , it has become part of my life . I hope that all of us can attend the chalet that we would be holding at the end of this year. Looking forward to our ubin trip and chalet gathering.

and TAPOK! + pillow fight to Come.

In everything
God be praised~

Time to enjoy~

2008-12-29T08:28:00.001-08:00

Refreshing cool bath, air-con, ice milo, choco, comfy chair, amp² + audio techinica ATH-ES7 ... Ahhhh~
ok before i start posting so of the pictures of my enjoyment.
I wana show off my audio stuffs so far.
This is my DIY Sliver Neuric plugs

This is my favourite amp for now. the .22amp.will be on loan soon. booked by CH!and maybe after that wan ning , c who wan to take first la haha, anyways that will be after my matini burns in,

so here`s a picture of my martini~

amp²

o ya, and newly updated skins from nich, and foobar software intro-ed by jabenites haha

ice milo~

Cousion gave it to me~
haha!~ Army!? STILL GOT A LONG WAY!EAT!

after refreshing cool baths~ cooling air-conditions, and perfect compy chair~ fantatic merci choco, and ice milo, must never forget to go with fantastic audio!

haha just post for fun de la~ really enjoying it now, looking forward to DIYing another IC~

ATH-ES7

2008-12-20T06:57:00.000-08:00

Ok story started like this. My bro went together with me to jaben(Located at City hall Adefphi) Great Imba place. I when to exchange my broken X3i.
together with a bijou. to change the colours.
So what happen was i talked to uncle if i could upgrade this spoiled X3is and Bijou for something special. He Said~ No Problem everything can be worked out. Its like Cool.
I`m Exchanging something spoiled for a new piece~!And i get to chose wat i want! =D!!

ok so in the end i exchanged my 2 earpieces for

1 Go-vibe Martini Amp
1 Pink Bijou 3
1 Black Bijou 3
1 Interconnect(IC)
1 Idock
1 Audio Technica ES7

But =D i got it at 200+

ok i`m going to spam the pictures in =D

MARTINI AMP

U guessed it .

Portable Mirrors! FTW!

Ok this is my 2 amps. combine together
one is the .22amp and martini

Final Rig :
Consisting of .
Sonywalkman -> IC -> Matini amp -> DIY silver IC -> .22 ordance amp -> ATH-ES7 headphones. WOO!

Ok i have alot to post

2008-12-17T07:41:00.001-08:00

But~ i will wait for the pictures to come in yea.~ =D
So lets go back to few days back wher i should have started posting. lol.
O this are the X3i`s they died a few days ago.

For a few of you guys know that i have an amp called the .22 ordance amp.
So here are some of the pictures of it. Circuit board.

Yea. and some random shots.

O this , from my church Audio Mixer

O ya this. i was suppose to post this like 1month ago. lol
Anyways story is my parents came back home and then ask me to look inside a bag.
I when to take alook
I saw a WICKED BOX as shown below

.22AMP!

2008-12-03T20:42:00.000-08:00

Yes~ super long nv post picture. com spoil.
Its back anyways. ok here goes.~

Ok my DIY~ Sliver Interconnect~
Got the slivers wires from koba at chinatown with dom`s bro and himself.

Now wires are here~ i need 3.5mm plugs~Got them From LHS at SLT

Ok start By conneting the left right and the ground.

Twist them in to something like this

Done~ Close them Up~
Final Product

Tues~

2008-11-25T09:04:00.000-08:00

Time seems to fly pass really fast, cant really believe that we are in more then 1/2 of the poly life gone pass~
I pray that i would treasure the times we have together~ the friends that i make~ the fun time and also the bad times of poly life~ Thank you for the friends that i have, the loving parents that i have. the life that You have given to me.

Actually, i was really depressed that i did that test badly, and its becos i nv study lol.
But i caught a scene that made me really remind myself how blessed i`m.
I saw a handicapped person , apprently he was trying to see something that was sticked on to the glass panel of on of the labs. about 1+m in height, for most of us a normal place for us to c. He was trying really hard to catch what were the writings on it, he couldnt figure it out so he used his 2 hands to carry himself abit higher in hope that he could see better.
At that time,
i felt checked.
Here i am grumbing that ayia y i fail the test, and being depress about something that is my fault. that feller that, cant even have the strenght to stand up and his not giving in. Really. i felt that i`m so blessed. Thank you Lord.
Few things i`ve learn from him , its just throught that few seconds it made me wake up.

1st. How blessed are we. that we have what we needed. moreover we are grumbling over things that is not of fact important/big.
2nd. In that state he didnt give up. Should we?
3rd. There are even ppl suffering things a thousand times more painful then wat his going through. We`re really missing the main point.
4th. I want to make my life with all that i am. to be an instrument for God. to bless and love all that i can. Thank you Lord for my life , Thank you God for everything , I shall praise You evermore.

continuing with the story. EAT EAT EAT yummy stuffs of pastamania~celebrated Yi Ting`s Birthday! =D , Cheese chesse chesseeee~~~! spicing up with some tabasco ~ chili flakes~ all these on my ~ ooooooo~ Creamy chicken Pasta~ sad i didnt take a picture of it. =D , It was topped up with a ice cold sweet coke~ mmmMMmm~ Lastly WITH THE APPLE & Cinnimon pizza~ mmmmmmmmmm mmmMM~ lol. eat eat eat!

Great day,today~ Learn lots of stuffs today~
ALways~

Just love it

2008-11-24T09:06:00.000-08:00

LOL! FUN!

2008-11-23T08:40:00.000-08:00

Electricman 2 HS

Click here to play this game

COM CRASHED

2008-11-15T07:18:00.000-08:00

Wep, my acer com finally breathed its last breath before giving me black screen again and again whenever the button is pressed . Hiaz.
No much for this few days =D

Road Show~

2008-11-02T08:33:00.000-08:00

Thanks to Mei Qi for posioning me with her Mini Ipod Nano, think is 1st Gen, Great stuffs/Posion.

MAC IPOD

When down today to orchard takashimaya! Last day of road show, for mac, They we`re selling the last few IPODS when i got there , 120Gb Ipod orginal price was $398, they had a 20% of for hsbc card holders. but later they said ok , released to all publics~
Ipod classic is now 319 bucks, ITS SO tempting i wana get one but i got no $ then i ask my cousin Est~ and my bro to look , TOO LATE SOLD OUT LOL
nvm get referbish sets. They are great too =D

IPOD --> process (MODIFY) ---> IMOD (Imba music source<-Check it out ) Anyways , Came accross something i tried and i ardored it. (CY i think u Will fall in love for this BABY~!)

Great Pieces of Art work . Shiny Surfaces ~ Droolsss~

My opinions of this ATH-ES7

Superb Sound Stage : Wide , nicely placed , i can point to wher the sounds are coming from quite clearly. But in my opinion its isolation not enought ,(well maybe becos of the noise from the roadshow is too loud =D haha)

Treble -- I haven train my ears till expert Levels so maybe for this part i will skip lol.(Didnt really tried long enought also.

Mids -- Nice Warm , Love it , i tried it with the Song BraveHeart The one my blog is playing now the harmony is warm and in great harmony =D

Bass-- Great Tight Bass , not the boom type and ringing in your ears to make ur ears tired for listening for long , but the OmmPh~ and then slient that type. What can i say(Tight neat bass)Wont spill over the mids lor =D

Great day today, All thanks to God,

Everything God be Praised

READ IT TO THE END ! =D Great life story

2008-10-31T10:19:00.001-07:00

Attitude Is Everything

Jerry was the kind of guy you love to hate. He was always in a good mood and always had something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant.

The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"

Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood.

I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life."

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations.

You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life."

I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business: he left the back door open one morning and was held up at gunpoint by three armed robbers.

While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma center.

After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body. I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?"

I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices:

I could choose to live, or I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the emergency room and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared.

I read, 'He's a dead man.' I knew I needed to take action." "What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big, burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything." "Yes," I replied.

The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled,"Bullets!"

Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead."

Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.

Attitude, after all, is everything.

--- By Francie Baltazar-Schwartz

2008-10-31T10:07:00.000-07:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	High
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
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NO SCH NO SCH NO SCH!

2008-10-14T17:53:00.001-07:00

Well~ I cant dissapoint my cousin , right? =D

2008-10-09T07:30:00.001-07:00

Ytd i + ye + jojo + lenard go UBIN! WOOOO . Shoick! Sort of compeleted 1 round of Mountian trails with a few scratches on me. Well , its was fun + full of accdients and friends falling =D - - > Looking forward to c more friends falling and stuffs like that.
After that we when to Sim Lim Sq =D . Actually Few days back i lost my mp3 player , given by daddy, then i decided to buy 1, So went to search for more informations and stuffs, Maybe ipod , Sonywalkman or just a normal one will do. So i decided do go down take a look, Went to lots of places and compare prices finally i made a decision , I got a Sonywalkman , 4gb de. =D At quite a cheap price , The orginal price was around 219 i got it at 155 =D .
Comes with :
Mp3 player
Ear Piece that cost $79
Some free gift leather case.
Screen protecter
Cd , some sort of stand, an earpiece holder and a cloth
I will post the pictures soon =D Just keep a watch out =D next time i let u guys try some of my ear pieces and mp3 =D
Anyways God be Praised =D

Finally Posting after so long~ =D

2008-10-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

I FOUND SOMETHING THAT I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LIKE!
ok story starts.

i have been wanting to find a earpiece a buget one will do for normal listening.
1 day i was eating with my friends coffee shop , I was talking to them about wanting to buy a earpiece.

IT so happen that, both of that friends have quite good earpiece for me to try on, so i tried. One was samsung one, One was called the X3i
Samsung one was already not bad. I ask him how much was it. 30+ was the reply.
wao, nvm i tried the x3i, i was wo Blown away by the standerd, Great bass, clairty of the voices, and trebles were good. Cost? 70.

I really liked it so i decided to get it.
Went together with my friend and my bro.
Location : Adelphi (beside funan)Called Jaben

Went down to my dissapointment. There were no more stocks of x3i `s They have a replacement called the bijous. 70$ too, they only have gunmetal colour stocks at that time, didnt really like it i didnt wanted to buy, uncle knew about it he said, ok how about this u buy this bijou then when i have black stocks u come down and have it changed. i was shocked , wo wat good service. ok me and my friends got 1, ask for a discount , uncle disallowed instead he said ok i will give both of u a gift. so in the end he gave us a cube ,average earpiece i was like waoooo so happy. guess wat. we were about to leave the store, uncle ask my bro, hey wat about u , not buying? my bro shake his head. uncle said, ok heres a gift for u too, he gave him
a cube too. we were like wao. super good service + the uncle gives a 1year warrenty ,
anything spoil come down we change a new one for u. WAO! Can u find such a good SERVICE~ ? wao. It includes coverage that u spoil it ursef / that means not manufactured faults but damaged by urself they allow for a change (NOT A REPAIR INSTEAD CHANGE A NEW ONE) I was so happy got back took pics of it.

Ok So thats Bijou 3

So i got it got to know about its forum talk to alot of ppl know more about alot of others stuffs. Ps: This one the bass is damm good. Got chance if your instrested ask me to give you a try =D

then i started out to know about this trade and sell forum , Know about it found a seller selling X3i the one i was looking for managed to bargain to 30 bucks got it.
This is white mine is in black colour =D

THat one really changes alot too. ok Guys believe me one day just bring ur mp3 player down with your normal earpiece and then i will let you guys try about it let your ears decide .

Then i got to know about AMPS, they will futher increase the quality of your music. =x POISON I`m spending more! ok i haven got my amp yet but i`m really looking forward to getting one ok i heard about the Fiio Amp E3

This amp is damm cheap.Cost around 10bucks SGD
WAO Ok ther is another E5 coming on the way prices below 50SGD. I`m really looking forward to that one.

Then i got to learn about High end AMPS. =!
Here`s one that i think its the best for me now although i haven try them , its review seems good. Here`s a pic

I`m not sure about the prices but i think this pico is near to 500SGD - POISION

Ok some others AMPS.

Its in a Crumpler Bag.

This is nice.

This is called Hornet

Tomahawk

SR-71A

Anyways there is alot more not shown here but if you guys would like to try the earpieces i would like to repeat again , bring ur mp3 + your earpiece and i will show you the differences =D I sound like promoter.

Anyways
GOD BE PRAISED

2008-08-26T22:08:00.000-07:00

Translation :

1. Please live patiently with me.
2. Please believe in me. Just doing that makes me happy.
3. Please don't forget that I have feelings.
4. There's a reason when I don't listen to you.
5. Please talk a lot to me. I can't speak human, but I understand.
6. Please don't hit me. Don't forget that I'm stronger when we fight.
7. Let's get along even when I get older.
8. I can only live about ten years. So please spend a lot of time with me.
9. You have school and friends. But I only have you.
10. When I die, please, stay by my side. And please remember. That I love you my whole life.

Got this intersting post from my friend . =D

Found back the movie that i loved long time ago =D

This is the best =D

I just love Walt Disney`s Show , alot . =D Love the musics to alot more to put but i think its inapporitate so =D

Trying hard to slim down . . .

2008-08-22T22:26:00.000-07:00

Hiaz. Again another failed attept. Think its on the thursday, Plan out that i wan to try to cut down abit on the food i eat, rather then 2 bowls of rice to 1 bowl, reducing around 200cals.
morning ate 1 bowl of bee hoon with out fried stuffs at north canteen with zb. then when back to "study", and then when to get a marker with ch around the afternoon and got 1 slice of wo de mei ren, and then try not to eat too much and stuffs, but in the night i went to eat Fried Chicken drum sticks. Hiaz. Like so guilty LOL, Still anyways then friday, Exam day, eat bee hoon again, and then later in the night i bought a HL milk and drank 1 ltr. =.- still i read on9 and the cals that they give, not bad, quite little. and the total amount of fats in the whole 1ltr milk , 10g of fats. quite low, compared to others, like around 40g, 10g of fat should be around 2 tbs of oil ba. hopefully not that bad to my body, then today, HIAZ, i skipped breakfast => not good for health. THing is , i ate around 2bowls of fried rice ! SHIT! . then i came here and blog to remind my self. I have to be determinded. Hiaz.

Some thing that i would like to write in this blog ,
(something that i post on9)

High Protein / Low Carb Diets are proven to be very harmful to your body.(Atkins diet are one of high protein/low carb diets.)
For your body sake pls read this article.
http://medicalcenter.osu.edu/pdfs/PatientEd/Materials/PDFDocs/nut-diet/nut-other/high-pro.pdf
That acutally alot of ppl are doing the wrong things to slim down and are damaging their bodies unknowingly .
Basically your body still needs all of the basic requirements and that includes carbohydrates.
Like wat alot of others said. 1st thing 1st beyond any diet or anything 1st thing that u need to have is DETERMINATION.Without that. Its no use. even if u take chemicals / expensive treatments to slim down. You will still grow fat back regardless of wat ,not mentioning the side effects.
So wat i will recommand is:

1st- Get a partner / friend to slim down together.

With him/her you all will have to meet each other up for jogging/swimming and stuffs like that.Movate each other.

2nd- Set a target to acheieve in short term and long term. And place it in a place that you will always look at it.

Eg: I`m 100kg. today is 20th of aug. I want to slim down. I want to keep myself fit. I want to prove to myslef that i can and will reach this target at the end of this 2 weeks. Eg: Slim down by 3-5kg in this 2weeks.Long term : I will be slim and fit at the end of my goal. with a mass of 70kg. Fit and healty.
3th - Planning
Plan out the diets that u will be eatting. It mustn`t Be inbalance.(Eg:High protein/low carb diets) Have food of a balance. But~ Eat in moderation. Have a look at this link hope it helps

ten-tips.pdf

What i would sugest is. seperate the 3 meals to 6meals a day and not after 6pm like wat janine has said.
Eg: Mon 7am : Tea , 2 slices of bread.
10am : An Apple
12noon: garden salad with cold ham
2pm : Ritz plain crakers
3:30pm: Sprouts/Long beans.
5:30pm: spaghetti
No Snacks/ No Coke / no Chips
If there are all this things lying around your house/fridge. Pls give it away/Throw away. Do not allow yourself to be tempeted. Be determinded.

4th Working it out.

Basically i dont need to say much about this. All the planning and stuffs are done. Now its up to you and your partner to push each other to the limit. Few Good sports i would like to Recommand is

- Jogging Great and one of the top few exercises that most ppl can do and burns alot of energy too. Best part about it is Getting an mp3 to go with your jogging , I love it. . makes the running feels easier =D to me .

- Roller Blading Its another very good workout besides jogging. Burns alot of energy and workouts alot of the lower part of the body involves alot of leg movments.Great thing is its so fun , that you dont even think that your having a hard time slimming down .

- Swimming A great whole body work out. From hands to body and till the legs. Because of the water it creates a resitance to your movement making you burn more energy then usual. Have fun too!~

Reminder : I know alot of ppl say like jog everyday , 7 times a week and stuffs like that.but. if everyday you engange in alot alot of leg activities , the "Soft bones" / gel of your joins becomes worn off. May led to damage to your body. So what i recommand is , do it once every 2days.and during that break do some upper body exercises. like Monday : jogging
Tues : Chin ups push ups.
Wens : Roller blading
Thurs : rest
Friday : cyclying / basketball
Sat : swimming sunday : rest

Always remember in anycase DO NOT OVer Do yourself.

Lastly wat i would wan to add in is remember A mold will always remain as a mold until you shape it to become of what you want.

God bless you.

Haiz.
Hopefully i will be able to do this, in time to come.

Some Jokes i got on9

A doctor, a lawyer, a little boy and a priest were out for a Sunday afternoon flight on a small private plane. Suddenly, the plane developed engine trouble. In spite of the best efforts of the pilot the plane started to go down. Finally the pilot grabbed a parachute, yelled to the passengers that they had better jump, and bailed out.

Unfortunately there were only three parachutes remaining.

The doctor grabbed one and said "I'm a doctor, I save lives, so I must live," and jumped out.

The lawyer then said, "I'm a lawyer and lawyers are the smartest people in the world, I deserve to live!" He grabbed a parachute and jumped.

The priest looked at the little boy and said, "My son, I've lived a long and full life. You are young and have your whole life ahead of you. Take the last parachute and live in peace".

The little boy handed the parachute back to the priest and said, "Not to worry, Father. The 'smartest man in the world' just took off with my back pack."

-Submitted by LMMyers

In everything God be praised.

Long time nv post.

2008-08-20T03:01:00.001-07:00

Well~ its really time that i have to slim down and be healty and hopefully fit. Well~ I hope it wont be just another "air" talk by me again. Lots and lots of things that i have to correct and stuffs like that. Well anyways i found a quite useful link about slimming down

THE 10 TIPS

I hope this link will be good for those who wan to slim down and stuffs. I hope i will be able to get my diet plan and schedule done =D.
Anyways , Exams coming friday got one , monday got one.
I think time to give my thanks first LOL for those who have been great help to be in this poly time of studying.
Firstly
Its always God that has helped me though everything in every sutiation and stuffs. Although alot of times i have forgot about Him , but his always there for me. Thank you Jesus. =D

Well. I believe only a few ppl will read my wordy blog but still anyways.
my parents that have worked extra hard for my studies , i promise that i will try to do my best =D , thanks .

Well , i believe this feller has helped us alot , be it studies , fun , watever his been a great help to us all and recently we`re able to find more time to have fun together lols. Anyways Thanks Zheng Bin.

Another feller that has helped me alot is my best friend dom, always give me reminders and stuffs to keep me going , reminding me of all the things i said i`m going to do and stuffs.
Have fun together and stuffs. Thanks JOKER.

Anyways i really like to thank all my friends that have always been around me to be more than just a company and have fun together but actually enjoying each other`s presence and being a part of my poly life. I believe not just me , alot of ppl are going to miss their poly life and the times that we do stunts together . Lots of thanks. Especially to a few of them , Cy,Zb , Dom, Chai hock and Gz. =D

Suddenly dont know y i post all this. LOL but i think i post it just incase i dont feel like doing ever again. LOL.

i`m slim deprived.

2008-08-07T17:50:00.001-07:00

Ytd, Yong Ler`s Birthday. He brought his friend flood the house. so when i came home i started to try to talk to them. They ingored. so i when into my room, my bro was in my room+ with his friends. so i didnt wanted to bother them so i when back out again. Trying to talk to them again, i ask hows the food? they didnt answer instead the talk among themselves and started laughing , that time i felt furious , i was like trying to talk to them and thats their stupid attitude. They dont respect me and neither do they respect the house. i was about to box them LOL. but still of cos not. So i when into my dad`s room and started to tell them about the rudeness. My mom said its like that de. she say if she was like me then we`ll be out of the house le. So i think for awhile. and checked myslef. Suddenly i though of our Database teacher, we always make fun of the 5mins break thing and we also talk some stuffs among ourselves and giggle and laugh about it . what we actually did was very unpleasing to the teacher , Lols. So anyways my bro`s friend made a very very impression on me . Was thinking back about wat the preacher say. 1 generation is worst then the other, In my grandpa`s time , they treated every elder / senior with respect . that`s wher the bowing down in sign of respect to the teacher came from. So going down to my dad`s generation , still very stict .. Then Down to our Generation , dont u think we are abit more disrespectful to someothers . even sometimes , i`m guilty of it , Think that if the elders are of lesser knowledge then us , we tend to look down on them, example our parents . for me , my dad only studied till pri 5 and drop out of sch, sometimes ther are times when i look down on him , I felt checked. Who was the one that work hard enought to let u have the $ to study and eat and stuffs like that, and i felt that my results , I mean i can do better while i didnt .
Back to topic. So, then after our "generation" , my bro .
Sometimes i`m thinking whats in their head man. ther was an incident. My bro was folding the blanket, he folded it the oppsite way, instead of the black surface on top , he folded the white one,
I stood ther and i started to laugh, and i though, they actually do things becos they need to do it (forced by someone) not becos they wan to. its seriously wrong. They do wrong things and still can ask GOT WRONG MEH~? wa. its like. U wher the shoe on the opposite, GOT WRONG MEH~? I still can walk ma, i`m ok ma . GOT WRONG MEH, Practially , if u wear a shoe just to protect your feet, it isn`t wrong to wear it opposite, But, its just, They do things becos they have to not becos they want to. Kids nowadays, No Manners, Do things without using the brain de, And they get angry out of very very small things and tend to get violent easily. Example. HEy! U BUmp onto me ! , they get into a fight. Seriously. But i believe ther are some good ones out ther of cos . LOLS. So anyways, Lets learn from them and not to be like them ya, I`m not point to my bro or anyone else. Its just how the world changes thats all. Lets learn to have more initiative and do things willingly and do things using our brains, LOLS

Josh
God be praised

Great Weekend

2008-08-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

Ytd , Went to ubin with zb, cy, ch & dom. It was fantastic day there. First time sitting on a boat. besides dragon boat. A nice time of relaxtion , enjoyment, exerise , nature exploring , fresh air , great food , spending time with each other , having fun ~ building bonds together, take stupid picture and videos together, shaking the watch tower(which rarely happens) throwing AOE stones together . Memories and times we have together brings smiles together.I`m sure they also have a great time =D . All those who didn't come. you guys sure missed out alot. =D looking forward to ice skating and chalet! with the 2 teachers! woo .

Started off the day in the morning , woke up around 6+7. late as usual. was thinking that only dom , ch and cy will be coming, was getting drinks and on the way to the bus stop. zb came also . So we started out the journey , 2buses and then on to the boat. I will post the pictures as soon as i get the pictures. anyways. watching the boat cutting thorough the thick ocean, cool. anyways. got ther, rent a bike. start riding . First stop Secret Garden. nice stuffs ther. walk around took some pictures and went on. Went here and ther. Rode along rocky paths spotted alot of nosence like monitor lizards,spiders and stuffs. going up and down and up and down . Down = shoick! no need ride. especially i have a very high inertia down slope is great. Going up the hill is . Wao. Great~ . So , ther was this auntie. Clever . Loated in the middle of 3 way path. of the highest place. where Ppl have to ride up slope. and tired. Ther she is. clever selling drinks, freaking expensive and chairs located near her. no Choice, bought some. Like wat CH said. Its the Need that is ther and the stocks that they have. i asked her. One day how much she earn , Guess? From around 9 + to 4 + around 6hours. she earns 200+ bucks. Alot of $ for selling drinks hey? So anyways Continued journey, Cycled on till tired , we saw a Freaking nice resort, wer thinking like, cannot go in de la. =D , the uncle ther saw that we wanted to go in, happilly allowed. so when in got some expensive drinks,took pictures of us looking at zb`s foot, stuffs like that, went on, to a place wher they have the a "Tammed wild boar." and rabbits ther. Contiuned to a place wher no bikes can go in. swampy places, near the sea. Relaxed At the sea. Absorbing the UV rays , walked on for more stuffs like the crabs, mudskipers and more other fishes and stuffs.went to the tower and shake it all about, and we do the pokey pokey. . .
on the way back. Went to do AOE damage on the "lake" ther and stuffs, Went back to Changi , Eat great stuffs, BBQ Sting Ray~ Samba Kankong ,and sotong, King Pork Ribs, Accompined by sugar cane juices. =D . Tired and stuffs we departed knowing that we have really enjoyed each other presence and having fun together, i`m also hoping that , will be life time friends .

=D
Thorugh out everything
God be praised

Finally

2008-07-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

=D. Days over. IT2766 over . Vb over , Rewardspoints over , GUIS over, SQL over, DATABASE OVER! .. Woo .
Dim SqlCmd as new Sqlcommand(select =D from [Josh] where = IT276 is over)
sqlcmd.executeNonquery
Data = Josh Free! woo .
anyways. COS and JAp. still on the way.
Today`s GZ`s BD. WOO. started off day 6+ , Get all my stuffs ready, rode a lady bike to sch in formal wear , dropped the lock in the middle of the road.
Eat stuffs in kofu. anyhow reherase. then go liao. Wack only. Bugs still around
=D smile at teacher when program hangs .
Ate alot at sakura.
Lots of nonsense sarsi with mint choco ice-cream float.
lots of chicken, sotong, satay, sashimi , an alot more fried stuffs with tartar! =D
Tons of fats.
Anyways. Love it when friends eat wasabi cake , tabasco cheeze sausuage with drips of coke.
Walk around orchard.
when back to sch
slack
talk craps
THen go home together with yi ting , zb , and dom.
=D posted lor.
REally love this class anyways.
=D
in everything
God be praised.

=D

2008-07-03T08:43:00.000-07:00

First time in my life solved a 4x4x4 rubix cube,Its like woo~. =D Anyways Starts of breakfast at mac ther. Hang around the library. Go class completed ribix. Night class. Hiaz. come back. also dont know how to do project. Like very shaggy today. But still anyways. Got a very nice vid for u. Score Board. 88 vs 88. then one of them scored a 2pointer at like the last few mins, then they tried doing it again, rebounded back at the last 3secs? Thinking that they have won. Watch on.
Lols. Additional.This one. is better that the previous

Anyways.
Great Day today =D
God be Praised

Blur day.

2008-07-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

Today same old stuffs. cant get out of bed. slept at 4+5. Wake up go eat mac . Jap class. Good thing mm brought a 4x4 cube. something to look forward for the day. cant slove it. like de~. then starting to get tired of the cube. left it on the desk. walk around doing nothing.

Then the cube went to outer space .

Stressed y the cube had a space shuttle. i when looking around the room, for traces of where it`s journey had started.

failure to find it. i went in to a gaze. trying to find it using Telepathy.
Zhou Huo Lu Mo.

Apprently it landed in zb`s bag.

The master of the cube also kept quiet. Like fun. LOL next time i do that on someone. =D
Zhou Huo Lu Mo.

Well anyways sry to cy if i have accussed u.
Anyways Great Day again.
God be praised always.

=D

long time since post.

2008-07-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

Haiz. this few days got caught up with tv series of the young warriors of the yang clan 少年杨家将 This few days also nothing much, projects lors. today oversleep again... haven finish e-assignment1-2 , today must hand in good thing the teacher extended to next week =D. So more time to drag. Haha. =D . go school. do nothing much. hang around library do nothing. Then go 5mins break class. learn abit. go back home. watch movie again. =.- then slp like pig. then 1+ wake up. hiaz. uneven eatting habits, inapporate sleeping time, huge amount of fats in my blood. dont know when will my body fail me. Time to make a change... go on a diet or something. =x
must get a diet plan soon and work out before going into ns. KO =x ok dont know wat more to post le. thats it for now. post more soon.
vid of the day. thats wat i call fast.

Some pictures from the camp..

2008-06-17T03:20:00.001-07:00

On the way to our camp, we drop by at a chinese restaurant,

yummy coconut pudding, cold and refreshing~

Got a shot when we first arrived there and settle down for the first meeting

Near the pool~

On the way back we got a chance to stop by somewhere at you peng , i think so... and got a choco shop. Acutally first time touching a real cocoa seed

Posting more soon =D

BACK!!! FROM YOUTH CAMP AKA GET REAL CAMP

2008-06-14T01:24:00.000-07:00

I felt Him~ I felt God So strong , have been such a long time since i have been so touched by God. It`s the best thing that you will ever want. Fill you guys up with more pictures and more insights of the camp. It has changed me . Forever.

To God Be All The Glory~

YOUTH CAMP!!

2008-06-07T23:27:00.001-07:00

Theme of this Year`s Youth Camp ~~ Get REAL!!
Realise Equip Arise and Lean
=D
Too excited ~!!
Location : Port Dickson (MY)
Team Name : Reflector ~
Place is going to be fun . . .
totally~
Its not just physical rest ther and also its time to fill our spirital hunger~
Woooo Get REAL!! getting real with God and drawing close and more. . . Will come out of ther changed
thing is .. i found out . . .
THER IS A PAINTBALL FIELD THER!! WAO WAO WAO!! ISNT GOD GREAT~ LOLS
Totally~ Guys tell u what when i come back i will Post all the pictures and videos of so so much fun we have ther.

Thank God for His Everything

What Has Jesus Done For us

2008-06-02T10:28:00.000-07:00

I got this from a friend through email . .Its very thought provoking. I hope that you will read it to its end~

A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. 'I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted. The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.' Brian's Essay: The Room... In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching. A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents. Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature. When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented. When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand. And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him. No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me. Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written. 'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also My 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours?

Bargain

2008-06-02T10:21:00.001-07:00

Its About trading something real cheap for something much more then u could imagine

Esau sold his BirthRight to his bro for a single meal . . .

its like us

we are children of God and we have lots and lots of blessing from God. . .
but maybe becos of our flesh
we sell all the blessings for what our flesh desires
So are we trading something that means alot to us just that we didnt know it / becos of our sinful desires , for awhile of pleasure ~ but is it worth it anot .

I will update more when i have time , its really worth thinking thoruogh.

Four things on earth . . .

2008-05-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

24 "Four things on earth are small, yet they are extremely wise:
25 Ants are creatures of little strength, yet they store up their food in the summer;
26 coneys are creatures of little power, yet they make their home in the crags;
27 locusts have no king, yet they advance together in ranks;
28 a lizard can be caught with the hand, yet it is found in kings' palaces.

Proverbs 30:24-28

Ants represents your purpose in God . Harvest is ready ~ 12weeks for them to gather . . . becos they know that the time they have is not much . How long have we been drifting in the harvest time ?

coneys represents partnership they partner with stronger things to take cover in stronger things So what can we learn from coneys? (1john 4:4)Coneys are weak by themselves just like us ~

but we can take refuge in God (because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world)

locusts represents prayer

Just like how the locusts spreads their wings, they cover the skies

We too can pray togther just like them

say just 10,000 people, everyone pray for 5mins

will have 50,000 mins of prayer ~

Story of Esther

lizard represents position

You do notice sometimes lizards ~

They can stay in their position for a very long time ~

A fly flies around it ~

thinking that "Haha~ Stupid Lizard think u can catch me ar~ ?"

But after long ~ The fly is convince that its harmless~

And rest just beside its ~

ChomP~

Lizard just got his lunch~

They have thier position~

In the church~ they can squeeze into positions(although we cannot c it but we know their there) Enjoying the Air-con while the church pays the PUB

We can learn from lizards that God has placed us into position

we have to learn that we have to have patience staying in the position

then we will grow and be fruitful

(Stay put in your position)Rolling stones doesnt moss

Question is ~

What is the position that God has placed you ? (have patience and then u will c results )

Act of Random Kindness

2008-05-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

I would like to share with u about this ARK
that has been shared in my group quite long ago. . .
From Brother Derek

This video shows ppl giving free hugs to one another ~
Well what does ARK stands for ?~

Act of Random Kindness

As in the video ~ giving free hugs to one another~
As an act of random kindness~
Just a hug ~ makes someone smile~ someone happy
To me i feel that its very heart warming to make someone happy~
Pure genuine act of kindness to someone , not with motive or something
just pure genuine kindness~ something that only one can give another
Maybe treat someone a packet of drink~ ?
doesnt cost much, few cents?
Just that few cents it makes someone`s day~ and after giving it to him/her looking at their smile and u just know that it is all worth it ~
So whats your ARK today?

=D
Josh

2008-05-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

Today tried to make Fried Mars Bars!!!
the batter too thick ..
then later ... the batter not so good cos all the choco melted and burned inside of the oil. . .
making the oil black , thus not able to use. .

Yea~ yos yos . . .

2008-05-20T10:03:00.000-07:00

Fried Mars Bars . . .

Do try them someday

Deep Fried MARS BARS with an extra cripsy outer coating , where inside hides slurping thick hot melted Chocolate Together with melted chewy camermels making a chewy texture , and to compiliment with it comes the Dark Choco ice-cream with generous amounts of hot fudge !!! Hot + Cold + Hot !!! A very sinful Pleasure ~ ~

Test for this picture to come out

2008-02-23T00:00:00.000-08:00

Ok .. hope that it comes out nice

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2008-02-22T23:56:00.000-08:00